I'm afraid to go to Kingsville

Yeah, never have I been so afraid to go to Kingsville. When I first went to Kingsville I was excited and full of anticipation; but this time I'm afraid. You're probably wondering why I'm afraid of kingsville, I mean, its just kingsville right? Yeah its just a little ranchy town with nothing to do. But honestly, once Kingsville gets here, in three weeks, I'll be on my way, to a new place, where I've never been before, with new people, with different ideals, different views of the world, different views of me. Also i'm afraid of the quality of work i'm going to do. will it be good? Will I publish? Will I please my superiors? Lately I've felt like I haven't done a good job, and I really want them to be impressed with the work that I'm going to do. Because I want to score a better internship next semester. maybe one in the east coast.

I'm also sad. Because Honestly, I miss Angel, Willy, and Mitzy, Three friends I haven't seen in forever. And this might be the first summer I won't get to hang out with them, I'm sure they understand, this is a big oppurtunity for me. But still. Friends shouldn't be lost. And I keep my promises. I saw jimmy today at the mall, and I remembered the old times. I miss the old times, except for my boobs. i hated my boobs. anyway....


have you ever noticed that "why" is the only question that bother's people so much that it has a whole letter in the alphabet devoted to it?

and i'm done....

I'M RICK JAMES, BITCH!