After careful reading of all my posts..
I always seem to be bitching. I don't think I have one post where i'm not angry. So I think it's time to take a look back at Rennie's good moments in his life. And things which he finds very close to his heart.
1. Being born, my last place was cramping up my style, i felt like the walls were closing in on me and the place was getting smaller and smaller as I got bigger and bigger. I must've have smoked some bad batch in that place or something.
2. My friends. DIEGO, Carlos, Angel, Fredo, Neto (even though he's my brother), Checo, Jimmy, Willy, Tamara, Alex, and so many more of you. You guys make me happy. You all are the greatest. I would have such a drudging life if it wasn't for all of you guys. And when I need help, I know I can count on any one of you to be there for me. Even when my problems are retarded.
3. The realization of how lucky I am. There is so much suffering in this world, so many people dying, so many kids who don't even make it through high school because of so many awful things. I just hope that with all of this knowledge that I am aquiring today, I will use in the future somehow to benefit humanity in some large way possible. Because we are truly blessed.
4. Music, movies, paintings, and other forms of art. Art is a beautiful thing, to experience a tcaikovsky symphony, a painting from salvador dali, a film from sophia coppola, a book from Orson Scott Card, basically to receive some sort of inspiration, and to see the beauty of this world through it comes close to being in the presence of God.
5. This one is going to sound real dumb but, the stars. I often find myself staring up at the stars, I even have a small ritual, I look up, find orion, and the big dipper, and then proceed to my thoughts. When I look at the stars, I think of so many things, depending on my state of being. Most of the time I'm cogitating the usual thoughts like "why am I here, is there a God, the complex similarities between the teachings of socrates, Buddha, and Jesus christ". But even then, no matter how conflicted my mind is, I'm always in a state of peace.
So all five of these reasons, especially number 2. I thank you. You make this world so much more bearable to handle.
p.s. I promise never again to eat those insanity peppers ever again ;)
1. Being born, my last place was cramping up my style, i felt like the walls were closing in on me and the place was getting smaller and smaller as I got bigger and bigger. I must've have smoked some bad batch in that place or something.
2. My friends. DIEGO, Carlos, Angel, Fredo, Neto (even though he's my brother), Checo, Jimmy, Willy, Tamara, Alex, and so many more of you. You guys make me happy. You all are the greatest. I would have such a drudging life if it wasn't for all of you guys. And when I need help, I know I can count on any one of you to be there for me. Even when my problems are retarded.
3. The realization of how lucky I am. There is so much suffering in this world, so many people dying, so many kids who don't even make it through high school because of so many awful things. I just hope that with all of this knowledge that I am aquiring today, I will use in the future somehow to benefit humanity in some large way possible. Because we are truly blessed.
4. Music, movies, paintings, and other forms of art. Art is a beautiful thing, to experience a tcaikovsky symphony, a painting from salvador dali, a film from sophia coppola, a book from Orson Scott Card, basically to receive some sort of inspiration, and to see the beauty of this world through it comes close to being in the presence of God.
5. This one is going to sound real dumb but, the stars. I often find myself staring up at the stars, I even have a small ritual, I look up, find orion, and the big dipper, and then proceed to my thoughts. When I look at the stars, I think of so many things, depending on my state of being. Most of the time I'm cogitating the usual thoughts like "why am I here, is there a God, the complex similarities between the teachings of socrates, Buddha, and Jesus christ". But even then, no matter how conflicted my mind is, I'm always in a state of peace.
So all five of these reasons, especially number 2. I thank you. You make this world so much more bearable to handle.
p.s. I promise never again to eat those insanity peppers ever again ;)
posted by ingenium at 1:53 AM
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I'M HAPPY NOW :) I TAKE WHAT I SAID ABOVE BACK :)
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