Redundant

It may come to no suprise, but i have been bored out of my mind the last week. During this last week i had alot of time to think about stupid shit here, and stupid shit there. I ultimately came to the conclusion that theres shit everywhere. However, i choose to not mention about 95 percent of what i thought about. For you non math people that means multiply .05 times what i thought about and you get a rough estimation of what im talking about. If your confused at this moment i throw my penicl in your general direction. Now, i know Neto has, but has anybody ever sat down and just looked a there day. Then after looking at there day looked back and remembered the day before. How many things did you do exactly the same? Are we all creatures of habit, and routine. I personally hate beilieving that theres some outside force, controlling my life (cough cough fate). However, yesterday while driving to get food at Wendy's with checo, we did something quite silly. While driving there we were talking about supid shit here and stupid shit there, and we ended up IN Wal-Mart. We were not even going to Wal-Mart. What lead us to that place, at that time for no reason, (ren dont say cuz were idiots or you get a pencil thrown at you too) ? After about three minutes of laughing about how we ended up where we were not supposed to be. I realized shit shit, i am a creature of habit too, and personally i dont like it. So im gonna make it a point to not fall into a routine, as difficult as this may seem. I feel that if i fall into a routine, life will just fly by. If i attempt to control it i can savor it more. For example while sitting in class I and many of us day dream. Why do we day dream? I day dream b/c it just plainly makes class go by faster, and i can resume my day, which involes a good chunk of scracthing myself. However, by falling into this sorry circle of redundancy, i begin to feel that i just daydreamed through life. That i just did what i was predetermined to do and remained as predictable as the next fuck in the line. Well how boring is that? I dont want to be boring, i try and remember some quote from some fuck that i dont know, and i want to beileve it to the point were i feel like i accomplished something. "the greatest risk is not taking " I love this quote i understand this quote, but how many times have i actually followed through. Sadly enough i cant think of a single occation in which i have. "If you build castles in the air your work need not be lost that is were they should be, now build the foundations under them" I feel that ive never wanted anything to the point were i had to fight and work for it. So what is my life. Redundant?????? Not anymore. Well at least i say that now, but will i fall again into a pattern of dullness? I hope not. Will YOU fall, i hope not as well.